Well after reading so many blogs here n there I was getting an urge from inside of my stomach to write one too ....and now when recession is giving me an opportunity to finally write one I want to sincerely pay my homage to my current organization who is paying me heavy bucks just to sit idle and Invest my time on whatever I want or ever wanted to do..
First stage
To start with I am from a very humble and quiet hometown of Uttar Pradesh where life walks on crutches of values and expectations for future. So here I was born or I should say found myself born in a middle class family (well it took me 7 years to realize that ) .Well ,everything went according to my parents plan to get me admitted to a descent school and watch me go through the turmoil of compete against the many other like me to get a good rank in each standard till 10th then further 12th so here I was thinking in start of every term i am a brilliant student (mostly bcoz of my parents hope) and realizing i am just another loser among many others like me by the result of term end .But, things weren't that bad I somehow managed to keep a little glow on my parents face(I didn't failed in a single term that's a huge bonus) I passed by descent enough score ...and then came the moment of irony me being a very limited brain guy under the society pressure decided to took up engineering as my future path(well practically speaking what else I could hv done I am not born in US or Australia where just like American pie i can simply go to school n college and f**k around here n there ) so I took up to preparing for same(like a Rambo gng to fight a guerilla war in Vietnam) and to my horror I realized hey man u take even these IIT-JEE for rest of ur life u can not get par even among the local guys then forbid the hope of getting through guys n gals from Delhi ohhhh...Delhi(capital city of gr8888!! India 1 hr drive from my hometown whenever I used to be here I always thought holy shit!! hw can bunches out there be so confident and stylish )..but to my surprise and by holy grace I got a college and believe what in my hometown only(!!No way when the hell i can get away from this pond) but i somehow believed it's for good..hw..my horoscope told me ...nw what is this lem'me explain ..we guys from small city when nothing goes according to plan somehow we manage to go into the religious shade(we are still a religious nation and i m proud of it still???...ummm yes!! final answer)...and in my horoscope it was written or I should say destined by some unknown priest that till my education I will be in my hometown only... So here I was trapped in the hands of fate what can I do I can't change fate its written in that horoscope so i consoled myself and started walking on illuminating path of Vishvakarma and trying to be a Electronics engineer ..well , as narrated by Chetan Bhagat in famous(credit should go to engineer like us only) 'Five Point Someone' I too had a good time not that adventurous though(if I knew u can become millionaire by writing about hw u can make a mess of your life I would hv also tried to mess it up a bit more) but still I will call it a memorable one...
Second stage
I passed out of college again only with a descent enough score..I told u initially only I posses limited brain so Statuary Warning : don't expect any heroics further in blog ..and here again I am founding myself drowning in whirlpool of fault expectation ..."JOB" ...hey hey hey are u kidding me i just passed out of college hw can I get a job I am not some Einstein this is what I was saying to myself and life clock ticking away tells me that u r jobless since pass 6 months..so I begged in front of every god(still begging) I could think of and I found myself getting a job in a top now very famous MNC IT Hyderabad giant...ohh god I tell you that was happiest day of my life since I was born(chand taare tod lau ..I m Sharukh khan I can achieve whatever I want ) and here I am out of the pond ..u see horoscope was right .. and so I landed in one of the gr8!! Historical city of India ..'chapandi indee tapoduu rengende chepu radu' ..yes yes I know u can't understand but I told u I am in Hyderabad and here I got the taste of cultural diversity of India .Well I had a ball of time in Hyderabad and started doing a lot of stuff which I only dreamt of being in company of friends of same frequency, goal, ambition to succeed or proceeding in life and somehow I started forgetting abt my hometown memories.. Then suddenly I met a tornado of challenges to survive in professional battleground to get into a project..Performing into it .. getting a good rating .....bla bla bla of IT life ,so here I was working hard day n night and I mean it I did whatever a loser like me can ever do to overcome my by birth limitation ..hey u !! no wrong notions I m talking abt brain of mine ..I got paid for my hard work also not money wise but at least people used to call my name in some respect which I was always hungry for since my birth but here it comes again ..life plzzzzzzzzzz gv me a break ...I hv just started enjoying my dream. Well to tell u frankly this reality check not only happens to any person in IT field but even to all those winners who come out of reality, talent hunt shows like roadies ,Indian idol...u come out winners and u find out no use man ....u r still a creepy creature who is just crawling one level above other creatures but there are still a thousand more level to go ...so in a single word I will call this shock as ....'Paycheck''.. which I strangely found that is not according to my ability ...can you believe it me talking abt ability (this IT syndrome happens to every fresher don't worry for me )...so I fought for my right and after a lot of wishing..waiting..watching..i found myself in Malaysia truly Asia for two years ...ohh god what a country hey I m sitting in limo guys exploring beaches, watching chics just watching ...but suddenly dream over hv to resign from here only after 1 month :( and from a very heavy heart I bid my goodbye to a beautiful land and singing ..kya se kya ho gaya..but in my journey till nw i realized one thing i.e. to believe in god and in life.. Something bad happens only for good .and suddenly I grab a job in a international MNC ..at the end in the world luckily many other losers exist and you just need to know hw to beat them for achieving ur goals ..this is what life teaches you and you should only be smart enough to grab this learning ...I am right nw waiting for destiny to push me further in life to my third stage ...till then I can only say kahani abhi baaki hain mere dost ..to be continued
